i wish that we could just talk
but i don’t really know where to start
ye you got every right to be mad
after all of the things that i said
i know i didn’t deal with things properly
but know I’m trying be the man I’m supposed to be
if i don’t then ill live in regret
cos i hate that i left you upset
threw your keys on the table
said that i was ungrateful
and i thought i was strong ohhh
i know i hurt you
never said i loved you
but ill say it now
and you should know that
I’m not gonna hold back
this time around
if you give me another chance
i won’t let you down
i know i messed up
but to tell you the truth
i was too busy hanging out with my crew
you were so cool and it aint no excuse
i shoulda spent a little time with you
instead of just playing around messing about
but i was in the drivers seat but who’s the passenger now
sat here trying figure it out
same song going round and round
threw your keys on the table
said that i was ungrateful
and i thought i was strong ohhh
i know i hurt you
never said i loved you
but ill say it now
and you should know that
I’m not gonna hold back
this time around
if you give me another chance
i won’t let you down
there are some things that we cannot change
no we can’t go back in time
but i hope that it isn’t to late
to give it another try
i know i hurt you
never said i loved you
but ill say it now
and you should know that
I’m not gonna hold back
this time around
if you give me another chance
i won’t let you down
Lyrics:
On a cob web afternoon,
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages of a book full of death;
Reading how well die alone.
And if were good well lay to rest,
Anywhere we want to go.
In your house I long to be;
Room by room patiently,
Ill wait for you there like a stone.
Ill wait for you there alone.
And on my deathbed I will pray to the gods and the angels,
Like a pagan to anyone who will take me to heaven;
To a place I recall, I was there so long ago.
The sky was bruised, the wine was bled, and there you led me on.
Recommended Usage:
These songs are best used by downloading the audio file (below) and putting it on loop 1 song, you will get better looping and not suffer the bandwidth usage! Otherwise right click and loop in YouTube!
I try to make all the concentration repeats as seamless in the merge as possible so I do not get distracted. As someone who always had trouble focusing on single tasks for long periods of time I would have music playing, or a TV on in the background, which now I realize made matters worse. Every new song that came on would trigger memories which would pull me out of what I was doing for seconds-minutes at a time and not realize it. Or that feeling when a new song comes on and your unsure if you should skip it because you cant remember it, that too is a giant distraction. I have become hyper aware at how normal music can change my thought process in an instant. With almost every song I listen to parts bring up certain emotions and cause me to reflect on some past/future event which I now realize were distractions. I have spent hundreds of hours with Binaural beats and I personally find these tracks do more for me.
Some things I use this music for:
Sports like running or snowboarding, working, coding, studying, idea generation, float tank, meditation. Anything where I think my brain is important I give the concentration repeats a try.
«By The Way» (2002)
17:25 By The Way
21:00 Universally Speaking
25:20 Dosed
30:35 Dont Forget Me
35:12 The Zephyr Song
39:04 On Mercury
42:34 Minor Thing
46:15 Venice Queen
«Stadium Arcadium» (2006)
52:20 Dani California
57:02 Snow
1:02:40 Stadium Arcadium
1:07:55 Shes Only 18
1:11:19 Torture Me
1:15:04 Desecration Smile
1:20:07 Tell me baby
1:24:14 She Looks to Me
«Im With You» (2011)
1:28:20 The Adventures Of Rain Dance Maggie
«The Getaway» (2016)
1:33:10 Dark Necessities
1:38:12 Goodbye Angels
1:42:42 Go Robot